Today I told my mom I am not going to med school. I told my mom I want to sing. And she asked me if I was just going to stop studying. I asked her back if God opened doors, will she let me? "I'll let you go." And honestly, I have no clue. I have no idea what I want to do anymore. I want to do so many things and nothing. Somedays, I think I want to grab a packed bag, run out of house and just run run run run until I decide I want to settle somewhere, do odd jobs, work out who I am. And it might take forever, I might not even figure anything. I might be wasting my entire life. And somedays, I just want to go to uni, I don't know.
I love this writing thing. Maybe I can take this up.
But I do love my mom so so much.
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