18

You know when they say you find yourself when you're 18? I thought I lost myself when I turned 18. I didn't know myself anymore at 18. I thought God had left me on the sidewalk, didn't want me and my crap anymore. Like a parent would, gave up on me. I stopped believing, maybe.

I remember though on my birthday two years ago, on the 8th of June, I did something I probably will regret until the day I die out of pure anger. Then, I also felt God left me even after I prayed and prayed.

But He proved me wrong again with His wisdom. Then it hit me a few days ago, SO MUCH has changed since then, I learnt to forgive, my prayer took life bit by bit. I was so caught up with something else that I didn't see the other blessing and I can only ask; How does He know when the right time is??