Belonging

I went to a wedding today and it wasn't the best if I were to be honest. It was a bit crampy, a bit loud and so Chinese complete with karaoke sessions. Maybe it was the Avril Lavigne songs, maybe the loud yum-sengs, the beautifully taken pictures or maybe even exactly how Chinese it was, it was beautiful. Even today when the Disneyland uncle had his baby dedicated, I cried, I didn't even know why I did but again, it was just beautiful. Like I'd really love to get married like now and have a family. I really want all of that.

I need to go.

Little Puzzle Piece

I don't fit in.

Chance

"You only got one life so you better live it right."

A bit hormonal today and a bit upset and I can't even blame it on real hormones.

Norm and Content

In all honesty, I'll miss Singapore. I love Malaysia, I do, but people back home are getting me really riled up and not in a good way with that outrageous gay-lesbian article. I mean, are some people THAT uneducated?

On a lighter and very much happier note, the past week has been a dream. I've been walking, taking the train everyday and it was wonderful, I loved it. Things are happening on the street, I'm crossing the road with other people and it makes me feel so alive. No agenda, I wake up and rush for the breakfast buffet(sometimes I oversleep and miss it), I'm a regular so people in the hotel actually talk to me(the doorman even waves at me from afar), I walk out to the (proper)bus stop and decide where to go for the day, sometimes I just walk out for fun, walk anywhere and everywhere. I come home mid-afternoon and wait for my dad, we walk around while deciding where to have dinner, count our coins to buy Gongcha and buy chicken for supper then, take a bus back home. I can't help but think this is what life should be. It's beautiful, it really is.

Excite

And OH! I am off to SING KA POH tomorrow! So excites so excites, I haven't been this excited since I finished my Monday papers. To walk the streets alone and pretend I am somebody else. See you in 9 days!

 

 

Style is Personal

Affinity

This, this. Different language, universal emotion.

The Silence is Deafening

Music is emotion. Emotion is music. Nothing sings louder than emotion.

I saw this on tv and what. on. earth.