Maze

So nice to see people doing what they love and passionate for. What the hell am I doing in A-levels? What the hell am I even doing? I feel warm in my heart seeing people chasing the dream and at the same time I feel so so selfish. I WANT that. Why do they get to find out their direction when I am lost? I've done everything right up till now or at least I think I did. Is this my dream? Or is this dream for me?